3/8/01 

some mornings your hair is EXACTLY the way you want it when you wake up and you don’t shower to not mess it and you want the trees of Philadelphia to smell EXACTLY who you are sweat and semen of your lover MY GOD ITS BEAUTIFUL OUT HERE it feels good until it
feels superficial then you feel guilty and if you are lucky you stop . . . understand guilt as someone else’s idea AND YOU GET THE love again